Hi , May's citizens ! Sorry for not updating my blog for some time since .. erm .. Sunday ? Hurm , whatever ! *trying hard to smile for all of you . :)
I'm not in a good mood now , actually . I'm in an extra-sad mood in my 13th years old life ! Yahhh ,, havin' to face a situation where my 2 best friends move to other school ! How do you feel if you're in my position ?? I feel like crying but my eyes just couldn't let the tears flow .. Both of them are my best boyfriends ! They ARE boys . But ,, they treat me well . I never thought we'll separate . Why ?! Why is this happening ?! Why did I sound like a bad movie tonight ?? I don't know but this is true . I can't believe this . Why must they leave me alone ?! Why ?? Why ? Answer me , please !
I know , I'm a bit too over-reaction but there's nothin' wrong with that , rite ? They make me happy all the times , they make me smile and laugh , they gave me presents , wished me birthday wishes and accompany me sometimes when I don't have anyone . They understand me , not like most of my girlfriends . They knew everything 'bout me ! But , I know . They didn't want to move either . They had to . Maybe I just have to let them go . Yahhh ,, let them go . :)
I will remember you guys forever . I'll never forget our memories together . I love both of you , F and I . Don't forget me ! Thanks for making my life complete !
Dear F ,
Thanks for giving me present during my birthday .. you even tried to do a party for me , invited me to your farewell party , making me happy all the times during your stay . Good luck and be patient no matter what happens next . Thanks again for making my life complete ! Bye ! Selamat tinggal ! Cai jian ! Sayonara ! Annyong ! :)
Dear I ,
Thanks for telling me your secrets , stories , jokes , talked to me .. eventhough many boys laugh at you for talking with a girl , making me happy during our friendship all this while . Yahh ,, I know that we argued a lot of times but that doesn't matter . It's just a bitter memory for both of us . Good luck and be patient too . Thanks again for making my life complete ! Bye ! Selamat tinggal ! Cai jian ! Sayonara ! Annyong ! :)
When we're in Form 4 , I want both of you to study here again ! I'll wait for both of you !
Yo ! May's back , again ! Heeeee ... Let's start now ! Please open the page Unknown , titled SCARED . :)
Why I'm scared ? I'm scared 'cause ,, the UKM 2 results is coming out ! It will be out on 15th of Sept . I'm scared to know the results . I'm extremely scared !!! I love to go to the camp again but I'm just scared 'bout the results . I'm scared to face the results . What if the results are negative ?? But if it's positve , I'm going to be very , very happy and of course , relieved !! It seems that a lot of alumni didn't make it . I'm one of the alumni ! That's why I'm scared ! I can't stop thinkin' bout this . It makes me stress sometimes . But , I can't avoid not to think 'bout it . It's important to me ! I'll just hope for the best . :)
The best thing 'bout today is , my friend gave me a gift too for today . I never thought she'll give me a gift . Hahaha ,, guess what . It's a tupperware filled with homemade cookies . Yumm ! It's yummy , of course ! There's quite a lot inside the tupperware . I told her to tell her Mum , 'thanks' and tell her that it was splendid ! She looks happy . But ,, it is delicious ! Want to try some ? Hahaa ,, no way ! It's too delicious ! I won't give it to you ! Kiddin' . :)
Thanks , Trah (the friend that gave me the cookies) . I appreciate that ! I'm touched . :)
Hey , allz !! Okay2x ,, I admit it . It's kinda cruel for me to leave you for .. wow .. a month ! I know , i know . I'm evil . Sorry ? :)
I just came back from my village last 2 days . It was amazing ! This is the first time I appreciate my stay so much . It was .. wonderful ! Yes , indeed ! Let me tell you .
Grandma and Grandad was praising me during the stay ! *blushing Grandma told me that I've changed a lot . I am no longer a bad-attitude girl . Hahahahahhahahaaaaa ! I didn't make fuss about food that I don't like ( ex . chicken's fat ) and more . Grandma even said I'm not a lazy girl anymore . Wow ! That was splendid ! And no one call me stupid or lazy anymore except one of my aunt . Hahaha ,, maybe she didn't realise that I'm different now . I don't care bout that , though . No one hate me anymore . Ohhh ,, I love this ! Being love by everyone !
And one more , one of my aunt gave me a present . Guess what ?! It's a Argentine Football Team's jersey !!! Cool ..! It includes with its pants . Wow ! This is brilliant ! I like it ! Thanks , Je Ee !! :)
Had so much fun with my cousins too ! I love everyone ! Muahhh ! BTW , Je Ee means ' second aunty ' . She's my second aunty in Mum's siblings . Watch out for my blog anytime by now ! May's bloggie mood is good now ! :)