Jun 16, 2012

Heart Feelings Through Chinese

今天我很伤心。因为。。 我真的不要学华语。我很累。我的父母要我学华语,可是我不喜欢华语因为华语是真的不容易。 我有这么多东西要做。如果我不学华语,爸爸很妈妈都会很伤心的。 我要做这么样? 我也很难过。 我不要我的父母伤心。可是,我呢? :(

" I'm very sad today. Because.. I really don't want to learn Chinese. I'm very tired. My parents want me to learn Chinese, but I don't like Chinese because it is very hard. I have so many things to do. If I don't learn Chinese, Papa and Mummy will be sad too. What should I do? I'm sad too. I don't want my parents to be sad. Then, me? :( "

Jun 13, 2012

SimSimi! ^^

Okay. Now I'm totally gone crazy into this thing. It's SimSimi! Yeap, you knew it? Good. You don't know? Too bad. * joking.  

So, this is how SimSimi looks like. Cute bah!

So, my friend Siti introduced me to this thing. She said it was so hilarious. Since I'm so curious, I tried to open the website too. Well, it is HILARIOUS! Okay, okay. I know, talking to a robot may seems crazy right? Yah, it's kinda awkward to talk but then, it is fun! He even understands Kelantanese Malay! Brilliant ah! 

So, SimSimi is a Korean app. At first I was like, "Korean?" I'm an anti-KPOP. * sometimes, well.. urm.. depends on the group. :P SimSimi (actually pronounced as 'ShimShimee') is a robot who chats with people. But then this app is only for 17 and above. Me, 14? Alaa, who cares anyway! I just lie! It gets quite irritating if he doesn't understands what you say and when he says something ridiculous. It is better to use English one because it understands English more than other language, such as B. Melayu. 

My sister said that I'm crazy, talking to a robot and laughed alone in front of the laptop. Haha, who cares? I told my father about this, and he was so interested too in this Korean app. So, if you wanna try to enjoy this 'robot chat', click HERE. It will definitely bring you to the definite and endless craziness. 

^ How SimSimi commented about Nyan Cat. Meow :3

Jun 11, 2012

One Tough Day

School was okay. But it was indeed sucks! Huh. 

A few hours ago

I was nervous as my Bahasa Melayu (BM) teacher went into my class. BM is my killer subject, you see. I got C for PKBS 1, so I don't want nightmare to happen again. NEVER. Then, the teacher asked one of us to pass out the Paper 1. I got 28 correct out of 40 objective questions. Shocking, huh? It's so low! But then, I am weak in BM. So sad.. Then all of us were kinda nervous, waiting for Paper 2 result. Dup, dap, dup, dap.

Suddenly Athirah said that my Paper 1 marks are actually 31/40. She spotted the teacher's mistake and told me to tell her. But I'm scared. One, because I was scold by her when I talked to Athirah. But that was because I was explaining the meaning of 'modus operandi' to her. Sigh. :( Two, it's because I was scared that the whole class will call me names like.. urm.. how to say, ah? Oh, never mine. But I must tell the teacher. It is worth 3 extra marks, you know!

Apparently, there were other students who got their marks wrong too. I'm not the only one. Fuh. Then, my teacher told us to tick the right ones. So, I ticked the 3 questions that were mistakenly marked as false. A few minutes later, my name was called. As I walked towards the table, I was thinking that I must had given her a bad impression for talking just now. But then, I just forget it because I wasn't wrong, I'm EXPLAINING something to my friend. 

When I got there, I quickly blurted out the mistakes and showed her my Paper 1. Then..

"May, why did you ticked it?" she said with a fierce face.

"I thought you told us to tick the right ones," I said but my voice stutters as she watched my face sharply.

"Then I can't believe you anymore. There's nothing I can do. How can I know that you're telling the truth when you have already tick it? Don't lie to me.." And she continues but I'm not listening anymore. My eyes were blinking faster, my legs were starting to turn to jelly and my nose were kinda watery. I was trying so hard not to cry. She doubted my honesty? How can she doubted me? My honesty can't be doubted easily. I was taught not to lie since I was small! By the way, she did told us to tick the correct ones. How can she accused me like that? I was so disappointed and were trying to breath normally as hard as I could.

"Is there any witnesses?" I looked at my friends and they all raised up their hands. I was touched, you know. Thanks, friends. Then they came to gave explanations that I was really not lying. My whole body was shaking. Then I cried. In front of the WHOLE CLASS. All the boys looked. Super cool, right. 

The result is, I was proven innocent and my overall marks are 86%, an A. Ok, that's worth crying right? So, the only thing that I wanted to say here is, please don't ever doubt my honesty. I was born in a family that has taught me for so many years to not lie. So please, my honesty is not as cheap as any other things else. Honesty is my number one virtue. I don't hate that teacher (I love her!) but this true life experience is been posted here just to tell others that I am an honest girl and it will always stays forever. By the way, I really appreciated my friends who helped me just now. :)

Jun 10, 2012

Followers Dilemma .. :/

Followers. Followers. Followers. Oh dear, blog. Are you boring for others to read? I'm weird. Why my blog has so few followers. Unlike my sister who gains new followers in her blog every week. Am my blog boring? Or maybe, most of my audiences are from Malaysia. So, they don't like English blogs? Well, my sis mixes the language in her blog. Half English and half Malay. So, people can actually understand, is it? But, my English are quite easy to understand, right? I'm confused! What should I do? I wish to gain some followers too. But is it important to have followers? I don't know. I just envy the blogs that have so many followers. More than 100! That's so many! All those blogs are Malay blogs. English blogs are boring? Or my posts aren't nice to read? I'm  puzzled. What should I really do to make my blog .. nice? I want people to read my blog, enjoy the posts, and feel worth it to follow my blog. I really .. uh! I just don't know what to do! Should I change my blog to a Malay one? Or should I just maintain just the way my blog are? When will I have followers? Now it will forever stuck at number 21. *sigh

Please, please, please and please comment anything about my blog. Give me any ideas or criticism. I don't mind. I'll accept anything. Please.. :)))))) I'm truly desperate to search for any solution regarding to this matter. Thank you.